People Are Fecked

20 Apr

I don’t recall a worse feeling than the one I felt yesterday – sitting here & watching my friend just be absolutely crushed was fucking horrible. I don’t get why people have to lie so much. Why can’t they just say what they have to? Why so much secrecy and bullshit? Poor chick’s been spinning her wheels and making herself feel like shit all these months. And she hasn’t done anything wrong. Argh.

Was supposed to go to the gym today, but didn’t. Have a doozy of a cough so I came home and vegged the fuck out. I’ll go tomorrow, no big loss.

Worked sucked again today – tired of being made to feel like an insignifcant pee-on. Then again, at this point I guess that’s all I really am. At least I didn’t get into any fights today. ha! Yesterday was pure bullshit – got into a fight w/this lady who’s a totally brainwashed Catholic. She tried to tell me that the Catholic church doesn’t discriminate. Excuse me while I laugh. I asked her why gay marriages aren’t allowed, then. Well shit, the flood gates opened then. We bantered back and forth. Her top arguements were:

Gay people should “Fight the urge” to be gay.
Gay marriages aren’t real because there’s no procreation.
Homosexuality is like cancer, just another disease.

*barf*

Took everything I had not to put my one of my boots up her fat ass. Alas, I just drowned my sorrows in a hot fudge sundae.

Went to see Ani the other night. Was very disappointed. There’s no entertainment value with her, she’s all about the marketing. Melissa Ferrick, on the other hand – she really provides a show. She’s nothing but the music. She lays everything out there and has the attitude to go with what she’s singing about.

I think that’s all I have to say for now. I’m sure there was more….then again, there always is.